Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Beyond My Control

I am on CD 54!  I ovulated mid Feb (according to the OPK).  I thought AF would show up while I was on vacation but she never did.  I've POAS twice in the last two weeks and it was  BFN.  So it doesn't really matter if AF shows up or not because we don't if we're doing another cycle any time soon.  It's not fun when you don't have a plan or know what the future holds.

Here's a question I asked Abbey over Easter weekend:

Me:  Abbey, why do you think Aunt Hannah still doesn't have a baby even though you keep praying for me?

Abbey:  I don't know, maybe you just have to wait.

What a true statement! I just have to be patient and (continue) to wait.  It's the hardest thing to do when you want something so bad and it's beyond your control.  Faith, Faith, Faith!

11 comments:

Kristi said...

For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future! Jer 29:11 and Exceedingly and abundantly more than we can ask think or imagine!! Keep your faith!!

Mandy from Burkett Blessings said...

Oh, girl. You are so strong!!! Romans 8:32 says, "He who did not spare His own son, but gave Him up for us all, how will He not also, along with Him, graciously give us all things?" Hannah, God has given us the greatest gift ever with the gift of Jesus. But, this scripture says that He wants to give us ALL things, along with JESUS! I mean, seriously, if He'd give us Jesus and even allow Him to die for us, why wouldn't He give us all things? Keep hoping and keep praying. I'm praying, too!!
~mandy

Shanel said...

Abbey was correct... maybe we just have to wait... although it feels like we've already been waiting much too long.... don't you just wish that you could do something... anything to make it happen? I know I do.... thank God you have sweet Abbey to love on.... what in the world would she do without you?

Saige said...

Wow, I really like Kristi's comment. How perfect.

I am in the same boat with keeping my faith. On that same note, I am holding out faith for you too and always have. I'm not just saying that either. I think of you and pray for you often. I pray more fervently for you than I do for me. I pray that you will have peace. I pray that you will become a mother. I pray that you will know how loved you are and that through that love you will find strength. Sweet Hannah, you are very dear to my heart.

We will trust in Him, and know that through Him, all things are possible.

Kim said...

Children are so simple and wise. I loved Abby's answer to your question. Waiting right here with you Hannah. xoxoxoxox

Hannah said...

Oh, waiting is so hard. So glad you have Abbey praying for you and that you two are there for each other.
Hugs & prayers!

Mrs. Farmer said...

Out of the mouths of babes! She is such a sweet heart! You have so many souls praying for you! Don't give up! Just listen to Abbey and be patient!!! Sending you lots of hugs and prayers!!!!

Amaprincess said...

Waiting is the worst! Here's hoping you get some answers soon! Hugs!

Stefanie Wolfaardt said...

Hoping you get your answer soon.

Suzy, Not a Fertile Myrtle said...

That Abbey is a wise soul! Praying you don't have to wait too much longer!

Tabitha said...

AMEN! lol! Kid's say the best things sometimes...(((HUGS)))